LONELY NIGHT, CLOCK STRIKES

It was a dark cold night .I woke up with a feel of thirst in my mouth; I walked towards the kitchenette to fetch a glass of water. My eyes were half shut. I gently opened my eyes and started to fill the glass.  As I slowly started to drink, I felt as though someone whispered into my ears .I continued to drink avoiding it and walked back to my bedroom.  As I was about to hit the sack, I heard a knock at the balcony door.

“What on mother earth was that?” I mumbled with fear.

 I was in a quandary whether to go towards the balcony or to lay down pretending to be asleep. There was an absolute silence spread across. My heart started to beat rapidly. I switched on the path way light and gazed at side of the balcony .I moved the curtains to see through the other side, it was dark and quiet. While I was about to turn, I saw a shadow of a tall and a huge man standing behind me. I stood still praying to God but when I turned around, there was nobody. I again heard someone whisper into my ears.  This time it was clear.

“Come back to me “it whispered.

“Come back, am waiting” it echoed.

I stood there, so clueless. Out of the blue, my mobile started ringing. I rushed to my bedroom to get my mobile.

I realized it was a bad dream.” What a nightmare!!” I woke up with the ringing sound from my mobile. I grabbed the clock and read, it was 5 am. My friend had called me to wish for my birthday. “What a birthday nightmare ever “.

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CHASED BY A BIG,STORMY DOG?

Have you ever been chased by a dog? Yes I have been   *with a sad tone*.   childhood cherished and happy moments are hard to be forgotten but this one proves that frightened memories are even more harder not to remember .welcome to my flashback *fast forward* .it was a Sunday afternoon, my sister and sister's friend and I were walking down the empty street and out of the blue we heard a barking sound of a dog, gee

"Hey look, it’s running towards us, ohh my Gosh!!"​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​I exclaimed .

By the time when I looked back, two of them were already gone.

“Oh Please tell me it’s a dream” I cried in fear.

I had no time to think and started to run a long way than I imagined. I got fatigued and burnt out .I looked back to see whether it was still mad at me.

“Goodness!! It’s gone “I said with a happy smile on my face.

I had a very gut feeling that it would return back, I was right. It bounced on me thought I would kick the bucket.. Fortunately the dog's master arrived and I absconded. What a great jeopardy .

By the time I reached home, the sun almost   began  to fall below the horizon and I was in a wretched condition.

P.S: I still love dogs *smile*.

MY HALF POEM ,YET TO COMPLETE ~~~~~~~~THE UNSAID WORDS

I wondered if I could ever say that
I need you my love
My heart’s truth is hidden forever
Within these unsaid words.

MY POEM ~~~LOSING MYSELF !!!DATED : 4-08-2010

WHY DON'T I GET MY WISHES COME TRUE ?

ISN'T IT A PLACE FOR ME AND YOU?

AM WALKING MILES AWAY FROM MY PATH

AND THIS JOURNEY IS NEVER GOING TO STOP

I TRIED SO HARD TO GET BACK TO MYSELF

IT WAS ALL IN PAIN AND NEVER THE SAME I FELT

ALL THIS FOR NOTHING?

IS LIFE SO MISERABLE AND MAKES ME WAITING?

Dedicated to all the "JOB HUNTERS" and those who are going to be one :)

“Looking for a Job”, those were the most vital and crucial moments of my life and I called myself “ THE JOB HUNTER “.I never thought I had to go through thorns and roses before I get the appropriate job that would overlook my passion and creativity. “Is getting the accurate job so difficult? “, lot of questions arrived into my mind.  Having graduated in Bachelors of Computer Applications and rummaging around for something that I like and I always wanted to become.

                      My first chore as an Event Manager for UNDPI (United Nations Department of Public Information) turned out to be a piece of cake though it looked like a starter and neither was it the one I wanted. I liked the work and I got to discern more about life on the other side. My endeavor was not on twinge. I wanted to seek further and moved forward to undertake an other job.

                        I longed to become a writer ever since my childhood, thought that would lead and help me grow in my career. Though I’m not really the best when it comes in writing, I motivated myself by writing more poems and articles and there started the most vital time where the luck and effort plays the role. As they say “the best things aren’t easy to get” .those words stirred me and kept moving further with my will. I did not give up, knew that somehow things are going to change and shall achieve what I wished for all these years. 

                        It was around 9 am, the sun-drenched Monday morning. I entered into a company named ‘AMAZON’ one of the reputed companies, as the name speaks for itself. That was my first interview, I was so hyper enthused but at the same time was nervous. Almost four rounds of interview got over, the last one was the HR round and I was overconfident. It was a mixed emotion of excitement and fear. Felt like the real butterflies flying in my tummy when they called out my name to walk-in for the last and finale round ,here comes the climax .I walked into the HR manager’s cabin ,trust me I was roasted with all possible and impossible questions. When I stepped out I knew it was a dud. never mind life has to go on no matter what happens.I felt better when I walked into a chaat shop and ate two plates of pani –puri, wow yummy, delicious; lip-smacking ,it was like heaven on earth that made my entire day. Life is like a pani-puri, a mixture of sweet and spicy but tastes good .Its all in the hands of the giver.