MY HALF POEM ,YET TO COMPLETE ~~~~~~~~THE UNSAID WORDS

I wondered if I could ever say that
I need you my love
My heart’s truth is hidden forever
Within these unsaid words.

MY POEM ~~~LOSING MYSELF !!!DATED : 4-08-2010

WHY DON'T I GET MY WISHES COME TRUE ?

ISN'T IT A PLACE FOR ME AND YOU?

AM WALKING MILES AWAY FROM MY PATH

AND THIS JOURNEY IS NEVER GOING TO STOP

I TRIED SO HARD TO GET BACK TO MYSELF

IT WAS ALL IN PAIN AND NEVER THE SAME I FELT

ALL THIS FOR NOTHING?

IS LIFE SO MISERABLE AND MAKES ME WAITING?

Dedicated to all the "JOB HUNTERS" and those who are going to be one :)

“Looking for a Job”, those were the most vital and crucial moments of my life and I called myself “ THE JOB HUNTER “.I never thought I had to go through thorns and roses before I get the appropriate job that would overlook my passion and creativity. “Is getting the accurate job so difficult? “, lot of questions arrived into my mind.  Having graduated in Bachelors of Computer Applications and rummaging around for something that I like and I always wanted to become.

                      My first chore as an Event Manager for UNDPI (United Nations Department of Public Information) turned out to be a piece of cake though it looked like a starter and neither was it the one I wanted. I liked the work and I got to discern more about life on the other side. My endeavor was not on twinge. I wanted to seek further and moved forward to undertake an other job.

                        I longed to become a writer ever since my childhood, thought that would lead and help me grow in my career. Though I’m not really the best when it comes in writing, I motivated myself by writing more poems and articles and there started the most vital time where the luck and effort plays the role. As they say “the best things aren’t easy to get” .those words stirred me and kept moving further with my will. I did not give up, knew that somehow things are going to change and shall achieve what I wished for all these years. 

                        It was around 9 am, the sun-drenched Monday morning. I entered into a company named ‘AMAZON’ one of the reputed companies, as the name speaks for itself. That was my first interview, I was so hyper enthused but at the same time was nervous. Almost four rounds of interview got over, the last one was the HR round and I was overconfident. It was a mixed emotion of excitement and fear. Felt like the real butterflies flying in my tummy when they called out my name to walk-in for the last and finale round ,here comes the climax .I walked into the HR manager’s cabin ,trust me I was roasted with all possible and impossible questions. When I stepped out I knew it was a dud. never mind life has to go on no matter what happens.I felt better when I walked into a chaat shop and ate two plates of pani –puri, wow yummy, delicious; lip-smacking ,it was like heaven on earth that made my entire day. Life is like a pani-puri, a mixture of sweet and spicy but tastes good .Its all in the hands of the giver.